I’m talking about physical rehab and let me tell you that it is harder than ever before. Years ago I had physical therapy after my ankle was repaired and I was in a cast for three months. Then I had cardiac rehab two years ago. None of that is as difficult as stroke therapy is.
I am trying to make my right side strong enough to hold myself up and pull myself out of the chair easily. While at the same time trying to keep the muscles on my left side from wasting away from lack of use. Of course that is just a small bit of the therapy I am having five days a week for three hours a day.
I also have speech therapy. I was lucky that I didn’t lose my speech but I am having a little bit of trouble with some words. I called the television remote a penis the other day. It’s a bit muddled, well some of it is in my brain. Every post that I write or dictate is double checked so that what I want to say is actually said.
Then there is occupational therapy which is helping learn to eat, dress, bath, write, type, etc. The goal is to regain use of my left side but I also need to be able to adapt so I can function while working towards that as well. I never thought I would have to relearn to do even the most basic things.
It’s a lot and takes a lot out of me. However, I do know that it is important and that I can’t not do it. There are some days though that I would love to skip it. Remember when you were a kid and couldn’t wait for a snow day? That is how I feel some days. I will be honest and say that many days I cry all the way whole afterwards. It is just a lot and I struggle some. I am sure that most people do with this.
I live in a small Georgia town that you most likely have never heard of and I LOVE it! My house is more than full as I am a single mother of four & caregiver to my aging mother and uncle. Lover of all things Outlander. Goes to the beat of her own drum woman.
Rita Wray says
Thank you for the update. I’m wishing you well and keeping you in my Prayers.
I had physical therapy twice . The first time was for my back, the second time was for my neck. I remember it well.
heather says
Thank you for the update I think of you often and pray that you make a full recovery. I was in physical therapy after a car accident when someone ran into the back of my car at a red light and struggled for a long time. I still am very nervous at red lights.
Audrey Stewart says
Wow! I think that you are so strong to go through all this. I think about you and include you in my prayers. Being a southerner like me, I know you will soon be enjoying the warm weather. Keep up the positive attitude. You’re doing such a good job.
Adriane says
It’s a lot. But you got this, Rita. Getting to know you through your blog, you are a strong woman, maybe more than you know. But it’s okay to have a little cry, then take a breath and move forward into the sunshine. Now pass the penis!
Shirley O says
Thank you for the update. Keep up the positive attitude and wishing you a very speedy recovery.
Chelsea B says
Keeping you in my thoughts and hoping for a speedy full recovery. You are stronger than you think and will get through this!
Suzie B says
I work in hospital here in the rehab department – I know it isnt easy, and I have seen many tears over the years. It’s one of those things that I tell people they may not like me NOW, in the moment, but they will be thankful in the future. You’ve got this ♥ Literally one day and one step at a time.
Kim Henrichs says
You are a strong woman! Sending lots of healing light and love your way!
Barrie says
I cannot begin to imagine how difficult this must be for you! I’m sending positivity for strength and healing!
Bea LaRocca says
Thank you for the update, Rita. As always, my prayers are with you and I know that you will stick with it no matter how tough it gets, I admire your strength and determination
Tina F says
Thank you for keeping us updated on your journey. prayers are sent to you and your family.
Rose Santuci-Sofranko says
Sorry you have had to go through all this! ((HUGS)) and prayers.
Elizabeth says
You’ve made so much progress already—celebrate the little things!
Dreaa Drake says
I have heard the same that’s it’s a lot harder than it seems. I am glad you are doing better though!