That is how you can feel when you are trying to conceive. I know that is how I feel at times. There are even times when I want to scream at God and ask why? However the one thing I have learned is that in those moments if I take a step back I can name a dozen reasons that hubby and I ourselves are doing that keep us from having the chances to conceive. Mostly it has to do with work and just being so busy.
When you have children that you love so much and are so grateful for but that are not your biological children you can also feel very guilty for wanting one of your own so badly. My children are my life and they are the most precious gifts God has ever given me (besides my hubby) however there is just something inside me that is certain I am meant to have children of my own as well.
I live in a small Georgia town that you most likely have never heard of and I LOVE it! My house is more than full as I am a single mother of four & caregiver to my aging mother and uncle. Lover of all things Outlander. Goes to the beat of her own drum woman.
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This is so hard. I hope the best for you. I finally went into to the doctors it turns out I have Polysystic Ovary Syndrome. It sounds scarier than it really it. I am not on any medication yet, but that is what is preventing me from conceiving. I hope to get this under control soon and start on our bundle of joy. Keep your chin up. It will happen in it’s own due time. Some times we just have to be patient, because we really do not know what is in store for us in the future.
Wishing you all the best. Try to take time away from work and go on a vacation, just you and your husband. It helps to rekindle the romance and it’s like honeymoon all over again. Just have fun and don’t stress over it. My mom was always asking me about when I’m getting pregnant and it really stressed me out. Best of luck to you!
Aaw, I hope the best for you! I have a friend who has a problem conceiving and it breaks my heart and makes me feel guilty that I have three of my own but ever since miscarrying twins I learned that what is meant to be will be.