On trying to be the perfect whatever! I realize today that I spend a lot of time telling myself that I am not as good as whoever. I am not as good at juggling work, home, kids, etc as my mother. I am not as good as this blogger or that person. What I realize…
Marriage
How Do You do It?
I know that a lot of you are bloggers as well and I am just curious as to how you all do it. Being a mother, a wife, and everything is is hard. Blogging takes up a large part of my day although I am getting much better at scheduling. I keep a total of…
Explain It
As most of you all know Edgar and I have been going through so much. There are times when I feel like things are going so well then a small thing will happen that sets us back. Through everything we always return to one another. I hope it’s because we truly love one another. In…
How Do You Know?
How do you know that your husband loves you? Is it something he says or does? As a wife putting her marriage back together I often wonder. He says he loves me and I feel it at times. There are other times when I’m not so sure. There are moments when I am two hundred…
Waiting….Waiting…..
I spend so much time waiting anymore. I wait for my husband to call me when he’s out of town. He never calls me enough and then I usual spend every second after a conversation with him anymore trying to decide what he meant. For example on Saturday when we had a conversation he called…
An Uphill Climb
As Edgar and I work toward putting our marriage back together I find that is it an uphill climb. Not just any hill either a straight uphill. We spent the weekend falling in love again if that’s possible. Do you ever really fall out of love? I don’t think that we did so much as…
Unsaid Words
Too many times we don’t say what we mean. Harsh words said in anger cut the deepest. A few weeks ago I was so certain my marriage was over. Last night Edgar came home. While we didn’t make promises beyond a day. We made an attempt. Yesterday was our anniversary. He said he forgot but…
Explanations
I feel I need to explain to everyone why I have been so lazy. My marriage, which I thought was getting back on track, now seems to be ending. My husband has left me and to be honest I am not sure will come back. He is angry, angry enough that he broke his hand…
It’s Hard Work
Marriage is hard work! Someone told me that when I first married. I thought whatever. After everything Edgar and had gone through was currently over-coming this marriage thing was going to be easy. Four years into it —Marriage is hard work is an understatement! One of the biggest problems we have at times is our…
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